ay yay yay

it's amazing how dramatically walls come up inside the mind when ones outside of it don't vibe . . .

it makes me remember random survival information i've come to possess: if ever you're in a car that's fallen into water and the automatic windows are done for, as the water gets deeper, before the car is immersed, keep applying pressure to windows with your feet. when your pressure equals that of the water outside, the window pops out.

keep pushing.

(and smiling!)

Somewhere In Love

. . . and it feels like the 3rd episode of what could eventually be an expensive nightmare. . . but I'm instead envisioning to be a dream cum gratis . . .

sigh. . .

he literally had me hot and bothered. what a thing! so many conundrums occurring all at once!

how much is too much?

what happens next?

did i say the right thing?

what did he mean by that . . . ?

jesus h, i thought i was over this shit. you can't be looking through the window into your third decade on earth and still wrestling with the trivialities of courtship - hell! not even courtship - raw, pure, completely banal carnal desire.

but then again, apparently you can.

. . .

have you taken your humility pill this morning?

Absolute Yin & Sunshine Yang

What a fabulous revelation of the body's energies! The heat of present days goes farther than my mind (as well as farther than my mind went) . . . clear through to the nether-regions of the Universe (as manifest in the physical).

Work it, work it. . .!

peacelove

glee and bliss and all measures of ecstasy deserve their say as well :)

bought, sold and recycled

being mournful: mildly engaged in desperate acts of disintegration. . . pulling it apart only to piece it together again. . . wretchedness remains anonymous - only because i won't speak his name.

"his name."

no fair.

thought no. 3383

break-me-down dreams build me up to form something tangible. i'm tangible, as it were, so it makes perfect sense.