Wednesday, February 18, 2009

funeral pyre

What makes you come here to seek what you're looking for? I suppose my patterns are indeed in need of re-configuration, because it struck me as unnecessary for there to be any more than the remnants I believed we made ceremony for and bid farewell.

Maybe it was just me . . . .

Correction: It was just me.

The ceremony I needed, and so it was what I constructed: placing you across from me, making attempts to catch my gaze over the coffin. Only once I allowed us to engage; selfishly to retain a final memory of your beauty - heightened by regalia.

. . .

There was no goodbye.

There was only me coping. And healing. And healed.

And you forgotten.

. . .

for the most part

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